I feel like the year is almost over. It's really sad because it just began. This years started off ok. I think now I am heading towards another transistional period. I quit my band a month ago. I just couldn't deal with how we treating each other and the lack of seriousness. I started a new band though. My main goal is for Jesus to be the ( Read more... )

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The past two days are what I always wanted in a relationship and they were spent with Marissa. The feelings were there. I couldn't stop thinking about how I am so blessed. She is the most interesting girl in the world. She has these crazy new dance moves that I am awful fond of. I wish I could dance too. I am a terrible dancer. That's ( Read more... )

I took a sleeping pill last night. It took longer then a half an hour for it to kick though. Sleeping pills are evil, they make you sleep for 14 hours. I'm so worried about Marissa even though I shouldn't be. I am getting the hell out of here. I need to be with her. I miss her. Oh yeah about that incomplete feeling, it is gone now. Jesus ( Read more... )

Last night was awesome. Marissa surprised me and showed up at my bands show. She is being so wonderful. I was so nervous to be around her. So we walked around and enjoyed each others company before my band had to go on. It was so nice. I am so in love with her and she loves me too. I've never seen her this way, it makes me feel so happy. So ( Read more... )

I love Jesus so much. He is the light in my life. I Love you God!!! I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love you God!!!I Love ( Read more... )

So here I am after a truly fucked day. I could be completely honest on this thing and lose everything. I am so tempted to write down everything that is in my head right now but I don't want to be alone. I fear it. Then on the other hand I have Jesus reminding me that he is always there. Fuck it here it goes... EVERYONE WHO READS THIS PREPARE ( Read more... )

So I don't know why I'm really writing. I woke up around one because Natalie and I hung out till late. We watched "The City Of Lost Children" and it was a amazing. Natalie begged to differ but she's wrong. Gosh it's so weird hanging out with her. It's like I find the littlest things so intriguing about her. Well during the day Matt came over ( Read more... )

So yesterday was fun once again. The only thing is I missed church and I am dissapointed in myself. I woke up around 11 and went over to Joey and Jasons house. We drove around in Joeys truck and lit fireworks to only throw them at fearless kids. We watched them blow up in their faces to create laughter for ourselves. Then my day went downhill ( Read more... )

Today was oh so fun. I love you Jesus you made today wonderful. So as you can tell I am single. All demons known as women are no part of my life(for the moment anyways). Gosh I love Jesus and I want to say it to everyone. I know they won't care but he is so wonderful. So I hung out with Jenny Jenn a friend from the past. It was nice talking ( Read more... )