Dec 13, 2002 14:49
The past two days are what I always wanted in a relationship and they were spent with Marissa. The feelings were there. I couldn't stop thinking about how I am so blessed. She is the most interesting girl in the world. She has these crazy new dance moves that I am awful fond of. I wish I could dance too. I am a terrible dancer. That's probably why I was replaced by Lance Bass in a certain boy band I used to be in. I can't stop my mind from these constant thoughts of sweet bliss. I find myself getting lost in Marissa's eyes, her curves leave me spinning, and her smell is better then any thanksgiving dinner. These moments will last forever. The anger is gone and my love will not fade. Jesus help me in everyway. Prevent any foolishness that might occur. You've blessed me with everything I need. I thank you so much for that. I have you, a loving family, an amazing band, friends, and a beautiful other half. I feel so solid when Marissa is by my side. I want to marry her. I want her to have my children.