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Mind spill
I guess really I should apologise for the fact that all I seem to do lately on here is mind spill but hey haven't you ever had so much you want to say but the complete inability to say the words?
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Stupid midwife
So my BP is starting to act up I can self check and it will be something crazy like last nights 172/108 and then an hour later be a much respectable 124/77- it was low when the midwife came she ask me how I was I said I didn't feel great and that I thought it was the swing in my BP which was responsible - she said it wasn't possible and took about ( Read more... ) -
Quick bean update
All is well, bean is being a pickle monster with his movements. I have to do a kick chart which shows he's doing around about 5 movements aday. I've got a scan next Wednesday and weekly midwife appointments to check on him.
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Worried
Baby has been very unusually still the last 24-48 hours, no hiccups, no kicks, no tummy wobbles- going to ring the midwife in the morning if he doesn't spring into action by then. I thought it was Toms snoring waking me up but it isn't it's this fear that I'm not getting movement from him - I'm sure it's just me being anxious right?
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In living with this thought Ay the moment that Tom blames me for this, he doesn't want to be with me, I know that much. Every time I try and get close to him he just pushes me away
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Hmmm
What the caterpillar perceives to be the end, to the butterfly is just the beginning xx
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So we have a date for the inquest of September 30, which happens to be a training day at Js school so we need to find a sitter for her. Part of me is relieved that st least it will be over soon, and the inquest won't be hanging over us too long. Part of me thinks it's bloody annoying that we have to have one in the first place. It was bad enough ( Read more... ) -
Hmm
A minute ago I really wanted to speak to my sister, and then I remembered that she wasn't here. I wonder why 4 and a bit years on how one moment I can miss her like mad and in the other forget that she has gone.
Hmmmmm
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Woohoo nearly the weekend
I am going away this weekend down to Cornwall to see my sister as it is her birthday on Tuesday. I actually cant remember how old she is going to be but I think its old ha! (41) She sent me a text today of her new hair cut and I think she is going to laugh when she sees me because I got my hair cut yesterday and it is exactly the same! I am ( Read more... )