Great day yesterday. We went into zihua and got my tattoo finished, i have a pic and ill post it on here as soon as i figure out how. Not only that, we got a puppy. a one month and 12 day old pitbull that is the cutest shit ive ever seen. its tiny, but its already got jaws of death. I know we're going to get alot of shit from chris's dad about the ( Read more... )

the end.....

I can hear the ice cream man driving down the beach right now. Its 10:16am, and i can hear the music pouring out of his tape deck, through the giant bullhorn strapped to the roof of his ancient vw bus that by all laws of physics should not be able to move without being pushed. I havent had breakfast yet, and the ice cream man is cruising around. ( Read more... )

Fucking mass confusion, hysteria on a galactic scale in every atom of my brain. My synapses are firing like they have something to aim at. Sometimes i go to sleep wishing it would be forever. sometimes i dont. I feel like taking a few bottles from the bar and walking a mile down the beach to drink them. Maybe throw some prescription painkillers ( Read more... )

I hate fault.

I ate. Holy shit did i eat. My appetite isnt back though. I smoked some of that mad ill chronic shit last night and got the munchies, so i took advantage and ate three grilled cheese's and a grande bowl of ice cream. it was great ( Read more... )

i dont have an appetite. I havent been able to swallow food without feeling like im going to vomit it right back up in about three days. I dont think im sick, if i was sick from the water id be feeling alot worse. I feel fine, i just cant eat. I want to sleep all day. the biggest meal ive eaten in three days is the nachos i finished off at the ( Read more... )

words....

pictures that speak a thousand words.

words that strike your heart like a meteor from hell.

is it possible that im dying slowly. i feel sometimes like theres no life in me, and my body moves through the day driven by the electrical impulses of an exploding heart.
if only it were my legs that were taken.

another good day of surfing. The waves are unreal, ive lived by the ocean my whole life and never really seen anything like this. Im trying to fix the shortboard that i stood up on yesterday, but its a big project. I had to take off a big section of fiberglass from the bottom, 4"x12", and theres another spot on the bottom thats already been patched ( Read more... )

Im having trouble waking up today. It was a great morning, because it wasnt hot, i felt cooled off all morning and just laid in bed cuddling. Now that im finally up and out of the room i feel tired and blah. i think its just my body going through the withdrawls of not having christine laying next to me. I hope we get to go out surfing later, it ( Read more... )