Wow, im amazed that this is still here, i havent updated or even looked at this in probably a year. The fact that i remember the password just blows me away. Kind of wishing i didnt, looking back over the last few years and reading this is a crushing blow. Thinking about how some things have changed, mainly that i lost chris. I see where i left ( Read more... )

ok, so im coming back for a little while, so how bout some of you m-fers get off your asses and get in touch with me, so maybe theres a chance of us hanging out a little before i leave for another two years in mexico. shit.
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so it looks like me and chris are heading norht for a few months, hopefully to the cape. im not sure how long we will be there, but a few months at least. if anybody was thinking of ever going to playa kandahar, fucking dont. we are pretty much getting fucked over by the place. we worked our asses of for 8 months without pay, and for the last six ( Read more... )

its december 15th. the temperature has dropped a little. its probably 85degrees outside, but it feels good compared to the 104 it was a few short months ago. the busy season is comming, lots of work to be done. i have to leave the country for one day, so i guess im just getting sent to the border for 24hrs. i was supposed to be out of mexico 2 days ( Read more... )

fuck everything.

went to the ranch today by boat, first boat trip, and first time surfing the ranch. fucking crazy. The ride there was stunning, the sun looks even better coming up over the mountains when you're buzzing by them 200yards out to sea in a little mexican fishing boat. It was just jumping off the boat and paddling 30 seconds to the break. The lefts had ( Read more... )

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sitting at a little air conditioned internet bar in zihua. spent the night for chris´s birthday and drank the jungle bar out of stock. the balcony at our hotel overlooked the pool area instead of the street, so we got to listen to screaming kids while coming out of our coma´s.

I hate my life. Thanks to those who are never there when i need you, and never seem to care. I know i'll never have someone to cheer me up, or talk me down from that ledge. Ive gotten to the point where I dont see anything good in this world. I dont smile anymore, I dont laugh, and I dont care.

what the fuck