I haven't realized how long it's been since I have posted here. Hell half of the people on my list are gone now. WELLLllllll RRRRRRRRuuuuuuaaaaahhhhhhhh BACK FROM THE DEAD!!! I am ON my deployment and so far it has been a pleasure cruise! I have gone all up and down the EAST coast of the UNINTED STATES OF AMERICA!!! Now at least I am about to hit ( Read more... )

I love being out here on the open ocean. Somewhere where the sky and sea meet I can tuck away all of my problems. I can stash away all my anxiety, fear, dilemmas in that place and catch my breath. Out here I can close my eyes and feel the wind on my face, hear the gentle lapping of the waves against the side of the ship and let it lull my problems ( Read more... )

Having troubles getting a girl ( Read more... )

My heart beats like any other, loves like any other, hurts like any other, quickens like any other. Thus so why can it not love like any other? Has it just stopped in an endless tomb of darkness and cold? Has the final break allowed the last of my hearts blood to fall at my feet. Reflecting the crimson fear of what love is only to be remembered in ( Read more... )

I have been in coxwain school for the last two weeks. I LOVE driving a speed boat at high speeds and prepare for ops. I am graduating right now so I wanted to give a quick update and let you know I am still alive and well. MUCH MISSES!!!!!

I have been completly enthralled with my space. Still have not managed to get Any new pict's to put on there. AArrgggg I have had a crazed BLAST since I have been home in my desert. I feel so much better about everything that life is and has been. If anyone hasn't been able to find me on the my space my username is phoenix_angel so hopefully C-U ( Read more... )

Ok OK I jumped on the happy little bandwagon of myspace.com. to get to me I guess is http://www.myspace.com/pan_kurr HA! like Pan Kurr would ever change .... truthfully every other name I tried somebody else had it.. so I guess pan_kurr is and will be truely an original thing. I am in ( Read more... )

Ah I just love duty days. You get to stay on the ship for 24 hours and run either drills or you get to finish up what ever work every body else didn't. I am looking for this weekend at least. We are getting underway at the end of the week for a couple days to run even more drills. I wont bore you with it, it's complicated unless you actully know ( Read more... )

Hello all ( Read more... )

Hello all ( Read more... )