i miss what we had, i miss my best friend, i miss the fun and the good times ( Read more... )

How can one person make you feel so bad ( Read more... )

that was a weird evening ( Read more... )

this maybe be a long shot,
but doest anyone think they would want an ann summers party? as i need one more to fill up my schedule.
yup it will be me speaking to you about sex and dildos!

been out with friends ( Read more... )

god i dont know whats happening to me..
theres a constant swell and throb in my lower tummy and groin... i think i was male id have a permenant hard on.
my heart hurts every time it beats.
my teeth want to sink into flesh and rip. my hands want to tare and grab.
ugh.

i havent felt like this for a long long time.... its taken me by surprise...

have you ever been so beside yourself with passion and love that your chest heaves everytime you breathe and the pounding of your heart hurts and shakes the walls of your ribs?

is it lust?
or fear?

fuck i want him back.

that was a beautiful night - exactly what i needed.. to be around friends and in such a caring enviornment where i was overloaded with blessings and compliments ( Read more... )

i dont think ive cried so much in my life ( Read more... )

this has been the shittiest weekend ( Read more... )