Can we last through the winter ( Read more... )

she said that i'm a shining star in her sky
and i feel that far away 
i'll make a wish for the best of all the little things that i miss 
and just walk away

i've heard this one before about the princess and the pauper 
and i know just how it ends now 
it doesn't end well, it just ends
some things you learn from hurting yourself 
and some things you learn ( Read more... )

staggered and displaced ( Read more... )

 ... happy anniversary ...

I've slowed down on my drinking.  Im hanging out with some old friends, and some new ones. :D

Im not so sad all the time.

I still want to be in a band though :(

I've been listening to a lot of new music

I think things are starting to get a little better ....

Thanks to all those that have been for me on those "bad nights"

And thanks to everyone who was ( Read more... )

im waiting here for someone to walk through that door ( Read more... )

stop reading my fucking journal ...

alright ... here is the situation

your killer comes behind you and stabs you in the back ...

then asks, "oh my goodness, i know that hurts really bad ... and your probably going to die from that ... but Im really concerned about your feelings. Can I get you anything?  A glass of water?  Maybe a sandwich?  How about ( Read more... )

 god im such an idiot

i want to fucking leave ...

i just want to get away for a little while and have a break from all this stress and heartache

I think im afraid of women now. . . I mean, they have the power to bring up my hopes and at a whim break them down to nothing ( Read more... )

 god damn this fucking emo music isn't doing shit for my mood ( Read more... )