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I think im afraid of women now. . . I mean, they have the power to bring up my hopes and at a whim break them down to nothing.
trusting my previous relationships proves this over and over.
Im afraid to get hurt again. Im afraid of women. Im afraid of love.
im so young ... why should I care. why should anyone care at this young of age? I think it affects their outlook on life in the end.
"what would of happened if I tried harder in my past relationship?"
"what would of happened if I didn't care at all about my past relationship and gave my all into my current?"
at 90 years old you have these questions, but by then would you really care?
I guess the point im getting to is that im scared of the future and I feel completely vulnerable.
I have lost all my comfort ...
trusting my previous relationships proves this over and over.
Im afraid to get hurt again. Im afraid of women. Im afraid of love.
im so young ... why should I care. why should anyone care at this young of age? I think it affects their outlook on life in the end.
"what would of happened if I tried harder in my past relationship?"
"what would of happened if I didn't care at all about my past relationship and gave my all into my current?"
at 90 years old you have these questions, but by then would you really care?
I guess the point im getting to is that im scared of the future and I feel completely vulnerable.
I have lost all my comfort ...