So, I should update this thing, right? Working at IE as a real staff member (can't type the real name or the PR people get an e-mail. It's freaky-deaky). Didn't get the position I wanted, but it's a job. I'm in the library, not the news room, which is like another planet when you compare the two. People are nice and friendly and my boss is really ( Read more... )

Ok, so I've graduated college. A lot of people I know are freaking out about it all being over, but I've been very nonchalant about it. This might be because I've been living the past year with one foot in the real world, because I've been working and spent my weekends either at home dealing with doctor's appointments etc. or with Sean in Brooklyn ( Read more... )

Graduating this week and then off to the real world. I'm one of the few people I know moving straight from college to my own place. Most people are staying home to save up, but I'm a lucky ducky who has a boyfriend with an awesome & cheap place that I can just slide right into. Most of my stuff's all ready there. This is a good thing, because like ( Read more... )

I am a big nerd. I'm watching Price is Right and I'm all excited when someone wins. They should all get cars. I remember as a kid, the prizes seemed much more impressive. What will the show be like without Bob Barker? End of an era ( Read more... )

So I might be offered a real position at Inside Edition. It would be a good gig and I think I want it but I guess since it seems to have come so easily, I'm scared of it. I did work my hardest there, and would have done more if given the chance so I guess I deserve it, but I hope it's the right choice. There are a lot of pros (benefits, a salary I ( Read more... )

I'm in a really good mood this week and I have no clue why. I am trying to make steps towards ignoring the little things. I am addressing the fact I don't register "ok". Everything is good or bad. And that's not good because life is mostly ok. Being all or nothing tends me to get a lot of nothing. I push stuff into the bad category if its not ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want to throw in the towell. I feel like no matter how hard I try, in anything, I fuck it up. I will never trust people, as a rule, and I'm always expecting things to crumble before me. I feel like I've been screaming at the top of my lungs for so long and to no avail ( Read more... )

My counselor and I discussed my habit of picking up negative friends. I haven't had many BEST friends, I've always been like best friend number two (like, you're my best friend after Jen). Then when I have a best friend, I never feel like I have much say in the manner. It's like they keep coming over so I might as well. They are always bossy ( Read more... )

Have a new job, well, internship really. It's at Inside Edition, the news show and it's right by Columbus Circle. I've been mostly doing research for the investigtion team, but it's something different everyday. The people are nice. I'm hoping it will provide enough diverse experience to make a lot of jobs open to me. I'm going to be so broke ( Read more... )

I am so happy at the moment and I don't know why really. I haven't really worried about anything in almost a week. I don't really know what happened. I just know it started when Sean says something about the joys of not planning everything to death and I felt much better. I don't understand it but the last thing I should be worrying about is ( Read more... )