"He probably was. Your problem is you don't understand what that word means. People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that's holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is ( Read more... )

So lets talk about how I've been sore forever because of track. dam you track! i seriously can't walk anywhere because of it and i've been dying lately because i can't walk ( Read more... )

I am happy to say that my monofied days are over. YAY!!!! I no longer need to be quarantined, kept away from the rest of civilization, an oh so tortuous way of healing. It certainly was death on a stick. NEVER EVER GET MONO. It's probably one of the worst things that could happen. And it happened at probably one of the worst times everrrr. I mean, ( Read more... )

Mono. Yea, thats what they think I have, after going to the doctors a million times for tests. I mean, I coulda told you I had mono from day 1...well at least when Laura suggested it to me. But yea, it really sucks. I seriously feel like death, like the grim reaper totally decided to come to my house and stay with me. Talk about stalkerssss. But ( Read more... )

I love how last night was the sketchiest night of my LIFEEE!! I mean, I show up at Jeremy's grad party with 3 people he does not know (one of which, however, will be joining him at Colgate) and get all these really weird looks from everyone and their mother kinda like "who the fuck are you?? get out!" But I officially had the best grad present ever ( Read more... )

Sweetheart, im soo sorry i did this to you!! even though you dont quite know it yet, i have been a bitch and i wish i could take it all back, but its too late for that. i dont know what i was thinking- i just did it, stupidly. ever since ive known, ive felt guilty everytime i think about it and it makes me want to cry. i dont know if youll read ( Read more... )

the only point to this entry is to share my newly discovered theorem of how papayas=death. this was largely inspired by mara, who was drugged up from medicine at the time, so some parts of the proof may not make sense. but anyways, papayas=death ( Read more... )

i love thunderstorms. oddly. but we all know, im not exactly the most normal banana in the bunch. theyre just these things that comfort me. i love cuddling up in my bed and listening to the rain beat against my window and the sound of thunder coming and going like a wave on a beach....how serene. i think thats the closest to poetic ill ever get. ( Read more... )

thats def gotta be the best quote ever. well no, but still. i officially hate being in all these Honors societies. these induction ceremonies are just a waste of my precious, irreplacable time. ohh boy. i think to make it a little more interesting were gunna make it a cult and next year kidnap all the inductees during one of their classes in paper ( Read more... )

well last night was, ummm, crazy! so now nobody can mick my unspontanietyness (if thats even a word, which i doubt). i think rain is my new drug of choice. it just seems to be that i start acting a little crazy when its raining. ergo last night, when i decided to walk around with mi amigos in the rain through the manor, causing a ruckus, and being ( Read more... )