Wow, livejournal. Long time, no type. I still don't like these things, but I haven't written in my real journal for almost 2 months now. I am in serious denial of life and all of its meanings right now...being a waitress has made me tired which in turn has made me numb and stupid. My routine is so monotonous right now but I'm okay with it because I ( Read more... )

Things don't always go as planned. Not that you can plan a relationship. But my concentration period is over and I feel the on-coming feminism. I hate this feeling but at the same time welcome it for a change. I am still very in love with this guy who we like to call "boyfriend" but I also feel a strong need to become an independent woman as soon ( Read more... )

you innocently seem to come my way,
while Tinkerbell and Cupid play..
they sit there and they laugh,
i sit here and i can't believe my eyes..

its never gonna last,
its never gonna make it back alive..
so now can we relax;
i really hope that we will actually survive......

Wow. Let's complain.

WORK...makes me sick to my stomach sometimes. "If I were a real prick, I'd make you call your manager right now." "I'd expect to hear something like that from someone like you"
FRIENDS...make me feel numb and useless."You disappeared." "I am absolutely alone." You can pick up the phone just as easily as I can ( Read more... )

Sooo...we're going to Charleston this weekend! YAY! I'm getting outta Charlotte!!

so Vanessa has inspired me to update my LJ..(i've started writing again in a real journal and up to now forgot how therapeutic it can be)..anyhow, here goes:
political stand: turns out i sent my voter registration in too late; i think bill clinton should be President. the worst thing i remember him doing was getting Oval sex in the Oral office...
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I haven't written in my real journal in an eternity it seems. i just don't feel the same. this 40-something-yr-old guy at my work said he wants to marry me (if he didn't already have a wife and kids) and keeps trying to speak patwaa...anyway, ew. his only good quality is he is usually on time to relieve me from my shift. haha ( Read more... )

A - Age: 18 ( Read more... )

What if you meet too early in life to ever get the chance to know that he or she is the one? It's been almost a year and this certain Jamaican gentleman still has the power to mesmerize me, even if its no longer like a hot flame but more like a warm, constant glow. And I must ask, how do I know if this is real? By a simple smile or invitation, I am ( Read more... )

so wow i'm all warm and fuzzy inside ( Read more... )