it all falls apart

[paleparasha]

Wow, livejournal. Long time, no type. I still don't like these things, but I haven't written in my real journal for almost 2 months now. I am in serious denial of life and all of its meanings right now...being a waitress has made me tired which in turn has made me numb and stupid. My routine is so monotonous right now but I'm okay with it because I know it's all going to majorly change in a little while.
I don't know what I'm babbling about, don't wake me up before I'm ready on a saturday morning.