i've been known to do this time to time ( Read more... )

ahh fuck. i need to think of some thing to do with myself.

thats how i feel. i am completly fucking useless. i seem to fuck up when ever i get involved in anything, and even if i dont fuck up people get pissed off at me. ahhh fuck.

Now, here's a thingy I stole from theater geek ( Read more... )

Of late it has come to my attention that although I am obviously different from my peers I am more so than I thought. I seem to be at odds with myself a lot lately and I decided hat the only way to deal with it would be through confronting it in one way or another. I don’t know exactly how to describe what I feel is wrong with me and I doubt that ( Read more... )

i lost my god damn house keys, and ipod and my damn school lost the hockey chamionship to sherwood. but on the up side... it is friday.

okay. well. i'm off to go drink myself into oblivion and pass out on my bed.

and here we go. i re-instate my self king of my own live-journal and i shal begin to once again wright things.

i know i dont often talk polotics. but here we are ( Read more... )

Sometimes you get a chance to sit around and watch things happen around you. You watch the people around you scurry around. You notice animals saunter aimlessly. You take in the beauty of a flower bloom and the tragedy of the same flower wilt and die. You think you see the meaning of life lying naked in front of you so you can pick it up and ( Read more... )

Life’s s son of a bitch. I don’t know weather or not you al know it or not yet. But you’ll find out sooner or later. And I hope you all do, because the sooner you find out the faster you’ll start to question things that don’t seem right. I’ve come to realize there’s nothing you can do but be cold, bitter and alone sometimes. The more your used to ( Read more... )