I know I haven't been updating my journal that much lately & that is because I haven't had much time to do so. I have been very busy & such, not to mention all the stress I have been under. I am going to try to update it more & keep in touch with most of my live journal friends BUT I do need to know if you are one of the friends on my list & you ( Read more... )

What should Scary & I do on New Years Eve? I am wanting to do something special, not go to a party & get wasted, especially where there's lots of annoying people around. I want to do something that we can look back on & remember. If you have any idea's please let me know. Thanks...

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Well, I can finally get online now. It took us longer to get High Speed then I thought it would. We were suppose to get it last Thursday BUT ended up getting it on Tuesday because it didn't work when we set it up. I am not going to update because at the moment I don't have time. I just wanted to let you all know that I am back online (if you care ( Read more... )

To all of you that have been wondering why I haven't been updating my journal or commenting on any of your entires it's because I don't have the internet at home anymore BUT I will be getting High Speed on Thursday (finally) so I will be able to get online more then. At the moment I just have been going online at a computer cafe at the mall, mostly ( Read more... )

At the moment I am at a computer cafe. I had nothing to do tonight & didn't really feel like hanging around the house with my mom so I decided to go to the mall & hang out for awhile. I would have went & hung around downtown BUT it's too damn cold outside so that's why I came to the mall. There's not much to do BUT at least it gets me out of the ( Read more... )

First off I would like to apologize to everyone for not commenting on your entires. As of late I haven't been able to leave comments in my friends journals & have even had a hard time updating my journal because of feeling sick & being so busy. I will TRY to do so as soon as I get time to. I do miss you all though *BIG HUGS ( Read more... )

I was planning on dressing up as a cat for Halloween
BUT I can't find any damn cat costumes.
I've looked everywhere BUT no cat custumes to be found.
This is so frustrating...*GRRR*

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Fuck, it doesn't matter how much sleep I get I'm still tired. At the moment I can hardly keep my eyes open. They are really heavy & hurt a little. I don't know what's wrong or what to do about being so tired ( Read more... )

I'm bored out of my mind.
Sitting here staring at the screen.
I am in a daze, my mind is blank.
What can I do to take my boredom away?
No ones around, it's very quiet.
I don't want to think.
If I do I will get depressed.
I don't want to feel.
If I do I will only feel pain.
Pain is the last thing I want to feel right now.

*Sigh*

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