So all day today I have been listening to emo/screamo music that I really enjoyed from  high school.  Currently, it's Dashboar'ds "Stolen"nb.  I also found myself on here browsing my archives and I decided that it is time for me to start writing again ( Read more... )

interesting night.

meet the perfect guy and he lives in arizona...just my luck, right?!

I have a headache.

I think I needed a couple good cry's last week. I feel much better.

I'm supposed to be getting a laptop soon, Grandma's lending me the money...I'm beginning to have a tough time being patient though =(

All I have been thinking about lately is Bobby. Make it stop! I'm actually considering going to see a psychologist because I don't know what the problem is. Maybe it's this whole no closure thing and maybe a psychologist can help me find closure without actually getting it from him. I don't know what to do, I'm so depressed it's disgusting. I ( Read more... )

So, I had a dream about Bobby last night. I went to his house for my birthday because his parents wanted me to and I brought my parents because they wanted me to.  He was in one of those weird thug/skater colorful hoodies and I tried not to look at him.  Then he said listen I know how I ended things was wrong and blah blah blah.  And then he told ( Read more... )

Life hasn't changed.  I still get disappointed and let down by any guy that I'm remotely interested in, and hit on by perverts and douchebags and stage ten clingers!  I can't find a fucking medium here people!  I am thinking about maybe trying to find a girlfriend for a while!  I seriously can't stand the majority of the male population.  They don' ( Read more... )

i dyed my hurrrr today!!!!!!

i will update this more later but i have an interview at slip mahoney's and i'm really excited because i have a good feeling and i love interviews and i wanna go start my day but i'm waiting for natalie to get here so i can say bye to her before she leaves for school but yeah! excitement!  fksdlafjksdlafjsdklafjklsdajfklsdafjksladj  okay ( Read more... )

Topless kegstand say what?!

Me and my drunken ideas.

Not to mention all these hickeys all over my neck...Ugh...

Going to get my nails done, and then sitting in for the day.....Watching True Blood and probably a few movies. Join me?