It's been a hell of a long time LJ

Jan 12, 2016 00:23

So all day today I have been listening to emo/screamo music that I really enjoyed from  high school.  Currently, it's Dashboar'ds "Stolen"nb.  I also found myself on here browsing my archives and I decided that it is time for me to start writing again.

I believe my last post was from when I first moved down to Florida four years ago.  So much has happened.  I have made a lot of friends since I moved here.    Like anywhere though, it all feels the same.  I have recently been torn between moving back home and staying here also.  But I know if I go home after moving away, things are never going to be the same.  And once winter comes, I will wonder what in the hell I was thinking. I just miss a lot of my close friends though.  Being down here and starting fresh, I can honestly say that I miss my best friends, and my family...I miss the familiarity and just being around them.  I don't know what to do anymore.  But I will get back to this topic another time, when I feel like getting deeper about it because it always makes me sad with its bittersweetness.

So anyways, I worked at Panera Bread for the first week I got down here and for a company called Out Tonight.  Those jobs were a bust.  The first day I trained at Panera, I got a phone call from the Doubletree by Hilton that I had applied to and I ended up getting a job there serving and eventually bartending again.  I made some wonderful friends there who are still like a little family to me now.

In my last post, Jerica had talked about subleasing to her friend Emily which I was uneasy about at first but it ended up working out great.  Jerica and I are not really friends anymore but Emily and I still talk and I see her from time to time.  But like everything as everyone gets older, everyone has their own shit that they have to do and take care of, so I do not see her as much as I'd like.

I moved into a new place on my own and eventually I got a job at Tapper; a hole in the wall (a block away from my house) about a year after working at the hotel (through a coworker) and I was bartending there two days a week.  There is never a dull moment in there.  Anyways, nutshell.  I ended up leaving the hotel in 2014 and went to full time at Tapper. And I started going back to school.  I decided to finish the whole nursing thing which I know is going to be a challenge but It will happen eventually.  I'd really like to do the travel nursing thing.   We shall see. =)

Anyways, I will saved the chronicals of my love life (or lack there of) and my adventures for another day.   This is all for now!  First update! Will blog again soon! =)
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