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Self-explanatory.

Something I e-mailed tara, don't feel like re-writing any of it, read it if you want ( Read more... )

Sure has been a while since I've even looked at this thing ( Read more... )

Getting a job at the Casino. $8.26/hour. Don't start till around the 16th of December. Full benefits (dental, blue cross/blue shield, optical) after 6 months + raise. Dropped out of school, need money before I can go back. Most likely fall of 2006 at ITT-Tech (if I'm lucky). Hmmm ( Read more... )

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It feels that my life has been falling apart lately. Yeah, Tara and I broke things off a little over a week ago, and things have just gone downhill since then. I've tried to get things back together between her and I, but she made it quite apparent tonight that she doesn't think it's a good idea. I've decided to make some changes in my life, ( Read more... )

I think that it's sort of depressing when the highlight of these past few days has been the sound of my microwave making it's *ding* when my TV dinners were done.

There's really no words to describe how I'm feeling. I've lost one of my best friends, someone who I've loved ever since I met her. I haven't felt this way since Aaron died. She isn't even dead, and she feels so gone to me. I know I deserve to feel the way I do, for all that I've done. I deserve to feel horrible for the rest of my life. I've ( Read more... )

She's so fucking worthless, and she knows who she is.

As you can see, I've decided to take my livejournal off of friend's only, just because hardly anyone ever reads this anyway, and I'd like to save the 2-3 people that are on my list the trouble of having to sign in ( Read more... )