Failed my permit test ( Read more... )

well me and emily and this guy maxwell who had just broken up w. his girlfriend, we decided to leave the play before it started, and go drink or something at his house. So we're like walking there and he calls his friend jake who is a huge stoner, and he asks if anyone wants to smoke weed. i said no, emily said sure, max said maybe. so then we're ( Read more... )

State was okay. Our show went really really well because we performed it for a bunch of drama kids who even got the Les Miserables joke and we got like 838378396826862620994793 standing ovations. So basically I don't know why but we are the awesomest people ever. But I kept getting like, crappy stress headaches and I missed Karl a ton and that was ( Read more... )

I'm not going to have friends anymore. It's not something I'm very good at, obviously, and my reasons for wanting friends are shit reasons anyways. I don't really deserve them. I can still be happy. I made a list of things that make me happy besides Karl. Success, talking to people who actually get where I'm coming from, good music, being outside, ( Read more... )

So Friday night me and Emily went to Romeo and Juliet and met Maxwell, but we decided to leave before it started and go chill somewhere instead. Max called his stoner friend Jake and we went to Tugman. Jake and Emily got stoned while me and Max just like. Watched. Eww. Then Karl came after a while with his friends. And it was just all stupid and ( Read more... )

He had one of those rare smiles with a quality of eternal reassurance in it, that you may come across four or five times in life. It faced, or seemed to face, the whole external world for an instant and then concentrated on you with an irresistible prejudice in your favor. It understood you just as far as you wanted to be understood, believed in ( Read more... )

So last night after talking to Karl for a while I fell asleep sitting up in bed with all my lights on, and slept through the whole night like that. I woke up at 5, thinking "WTF" so I tried to unplug my lights but I unplugged my clock too. But I didn't care because I was half-asleep at the time. So I woke up late. Fell asleep in the shower. Wow. So ( Read more... )

I'm searching on Google and finding anonymous surfer things but they are all blocked too. Eventually I will find one that works... it may be the last thing I do. But I am determined.

WELL... this hasn't worked so far. Fine. I give up. I'm going to go get some cookies.

Bitch.

Ugh. My life is lame. I think I will have to do my homework. Like, what is the point of this entry? At all? Any point will do. Well I'm going to go actually do something. ARGH I wish I could get on Myspace!!!!

The corn maze was ( Read more... )