I am waiting for brooke to pick me up. I was watching fight club earlier. It doesnt feel the same as the first time i watched it. Maybe its the homework i was doing at the same time, or maybe it was because the first time all the new ideas and philosophies were new to me and i could look into them much more and now i already have. I dont know ( Read more... )

I am home while i should be at school. I am going to get a echo-gram to check up on my heart which has a leak in one of the pipes. They are just going to check and see if its life threatening. Yesterday i got a new CD by Pennywise, From the Ashes. I wouldve bought more but i dont have money. Kelly told me a while ago that Pennywise was her ( Read more... )

Got the forms for what classes i want next year. I just havent thought to write em down here. I am going to chose forensic science so i get some more science credits although i dont need them. I am going to take Contemporary Sociology because it should be interesting. Umm i am also going to take Business math, need extra math credits than i ( Read more... )

I got my Practice SAT back. 1150 total 650 in math and 500 in english. Its no surprise at all that i would get less on my enlish section. I lost 20 points in math and 30 in english. Better check the answer. It says I scored better than 90% of college bound seniors. That better not be bullshit cuz that brings a smile to my face. I dont really ( Read more... )

Okay i finally got over failing the test. After hearing a few other stories i feel much better. My cousin Kelly automatically failed after not letting a pedestrian go ahead of her. I walked 267 Calories on the treadmill, damn what a sweat i worked up. It felt good to sweat away all my stress. My triceps throb with pain... the good pain. I ( Read more... )

i failed. fucking tester can go to hell. maybe next time.

I Just downloaded an XJournal which allows me to write in here and it will get posted on my name and stuff. It also automatically puts the music im listening to in the current music thing. Thats all nice and dandy but I GO FOR MY LICENSE TODAY. so i have other things to think about. I just hope i dont make any stupid mistakes. If brooke, eric ( Read more... )

Last night i had a few of the wierdest dreams. In one dream i was walking through Senior hallway and i saw jerry walking the other way dragging his backpack so for some reason i tripped him. He fell on the ground and i was like im sorry and he was like oh its ok. That is weird because that would never happen. Another dream me and brooke were in ( Read more... )

I hate homework and classwork and community service. I have a psychology project which is about my dreams which i really dont want to interpret or draw. But luckily that is due Tuesday. I thought it was due Friday so i was panicking. I should be checking the newspaper for my stock market assignment in class but i have been lazy and havent been ( Read more... )

In Psych. class today we got to meditate, even tho over the class was sleeping i thought i would give it a try. It is so god damn relaxing it feels sooo good. I fucking love it. It makes me so relaxed, light as air. And then coming back into the real world is even better, everything feels so good and refreshed. I love it. I also have become ( Read more... )