Feb 23, 2004 16:43
In Psych. class today we got to meditate, even tho over the class was sleeping i thought i would give it a try. It is so god damn relaxing it feels sooo good. I fucking love it. It makes me so relaxed, light as air. And then coming back into the real world is even better, everything feels so good and refreshed. I love it. I also have become addicted to lifting weights. I do Bicep and Tricep excercises and its working pretty well. Sure my muscles get bigger but i get this pain high when im doing it that i love and when i stop everything is looser and free. Through pain and suffering everything else becomes duller and less painful. Aint that the truth. I begged johann to keep Fight Club for another day. How much can you know about yourself if you havent been in a fight? I can tell you one thing, i dont know much about myself. I know a lot but not much, or at least that whole section of myself. The other day i scared brooke by switching personalities.. but i didnt mean to do that so it scared myself as well. I am going to blame waking up early in the morning and her calling right away while i was losing playing a video game on my mood swings. Thats ok now. Soon we are going to get hypnotized in psych. class. It only works on the willing and it cant force you to do anything you dont want to do. You learn something new everyday. Actually i learn a shit load of new stuff in psych class and thats probably why i love that class so much. I am just full of love right now, i need to lay down.