i don't despise him.

i could never despise him.

because he listens.  he doesn't try to understand.  he holds me tight as i cry to him, sitting on my couch.  he kisses me at midnight-the only meaningful new years kiss that i've had since the last one we spent together (4 years ago.)  and it's been this long and he's still the same at heart.  because ( Read more... )

NO ONE likes ex-boyfriends.

so it took a realization from g-unit to realize that the past 17 years, and 3 months of my life have been a waste. i have no achievements, and have no aspirations. and i'm just trying to get by.

only i'm not sure how.

i'd have to agree with karlie when she says that karma sucks.

or maybe i just suck.

i don't have things quite figured out. i don't have any relationship currently. it wasn't really a breakup, because we were never officially together. i guess i finally saw through the sugar coating. because thats the kind of things that happen, or don't happen for that matter. because not everyone can have someone great. because i've already ( Read more... )

what the fuck.

I guess you could say I really suck considering I'm grounded for the rest of life.

i've decided to write a book entitled, "Confessions of a Chapstick Addict."

so i lied.

hes IS wonderful..and i'm not afraid to admit it.

i've been to giddy for my own good. even though everything/everyone still pretty much sucks. homecoming was wonderful and jordan was(still is) wonderful. for once I have the good one ( Read more... )