[翻訳] Sadie - サイレント イヴ
Here's one that I translated already ages ago, I just revised it now :3
The kanji are from kusanoo, so there might be small errors in the choice of kanji.
Romaji and translation done by me. Repeated lines that aren't written down in the lyrics are put into [*brackets].
As usual, don't repost etc etc without link to this post.
サイレント イヴ
居場所さえ見付けられず孤独に怯えてた
求めても掴めない理想は揺らめく
窓の外写る降り続く雨に
止まない涙色重なる現実
偶然ではなく必然の別れ？
求めても帰れない声は届かない
真実に背を向けて無理矢理の笑み
繋ぎ止める言葉にもう答えなどない
泣き叫び壊れてゆく届かない思い
重ねた涙の訳と自虐気付いてください
「曖昧な愛も哀もいらない」
皮肉に溺れては本音を隠した
大切にしてたものはたやすく
指の隙間からすり抜け消えてく
孤独に震えていた切望の夜
何もかも失ってただ淋しかった
死ねないと分かっている弱さに救われる
ただ生きる意味と理由誰か教えてください
心静かに雨音だけ響いた
約束の午前０時もう過ぎてた
孤独に震えていた切望の夜
繋ぎ止める言葉にもう答えなどない
[*泣き叫び壊れてゆく届かない思い
重ねた涙の訳と自虐気付いてください
死ねないと分かっている弱さに救われる
ただ生きる意味と理由誰か教えてください]
二度とはもう戻れない
さよなら愛した人
Silent Eve
ibasho sae mitsukerarezu kodoku ni obieteta
motometemo tsukamenai risou wa yurameku
mado no soto utsuru furitsuzuku ame ni
yamanai namida iro kasanaru genjitsu
guuzen dewanaku hitsuzen no wakare?
motomete mo kaerenai koe wa todokanai
shinjitsu ni se wo mukete muriyari no emi
tsunagitomeru kotoba ni mou kotae nado nai
nakisakebi kowareteyuku todokanai omoi
kasaneta namida no wake to jigyaku kitsuitekudasai
"aimai na ai mo ai mo iranai"
hiniku ni oborete wa honne wo kakushita
taisetsu ni shiteta mono wa tayasuku
yubi no sukima kara surimekekieteku
kodoku ni furueteita setsubou no yoru
nani mo kamo ushinatte tada sabishikatta
shinenai to wakatteiru yowasa ni sukuwareru
tada ikiru imi to riyuu (1) dareka oshiete kudasai
kokoroshizukani ameoto dake hibiita
yakusoku no gozen reiji mou sugiteta
kodoku ni furueteita setsubou no yoru
tsunagitomeru kotoba ni mou kotae nado nai
[*nakisakebi kowareteyuku todokanai omoi
kasaneta namida no wake to jigyaku kitsuite kudasai
shinenai to wakatteiru yowasa ni sukuwareru
tada ikiru imi to riyuu (see 1) dareka oshiete kudasai]
nidoto wa mou modorenai
sayonara aishita hito
Silent Eve
Without being able to detect even your whereabouts, I was frightened by solitude
The dream that I cannot seize even though I want to, wavers
Projected outside the window, In the rain that is continuing to fall,
is the piling up reality of unceasing tear-colours
Is this an expected and needed farewell?
The voice that can't turn back even though I want it to, doesn't get through.
Turning my back on the truth, a smile against my will
There are no responses to the tying words anymore [1]
The screamed feelings, going to be broken, don't get through, [2]
Please become aware of the reason for the heaped up tears and the masochism [3]
"I don't need either vague love nor grief"
Drowned in sarcasm, the real intention was hidden [4]
What was been made important will simply
Disappear, slipping through the gaps between my fingers
The night of desperate desire, when I shivered in solitude
With about everything lost, I felt only lonely.
I'm saved by the weakness of realizing that I can't die
But please anyone tell me the meaning and reasons for living
Calmly echoing is only the sound of the rain [5]
The 12am we appointed at has already passed
The night of desperate desire, when I shivered in solitude
There are no responses to the tying words anymore
[*The screamed feelings, going to be broken, don't get through,
Please become aware of the reason for the heaped up tears and the masochism
I'm saved by the weakness of realizing that I can't die
But please anyone tell me the meaning and reasons for living]
A second time can't ever turn back anymore
Farewell, you whom I loved.
notes
[1] Tie to keep in place.
[2] Implies screaming with tears.
[3] Implies the kind of masochism where you hurt yourself, not the one inflicted by others upon you.
[4] It is sarcasm, because both 'love' and 'grief' sound the same in the quoted line. "I don't need either ai nor ai". You should also note that honne is a term used widely when it's about Japanese society and psychology. The honne depicts a person's real feelings and intentions, that are usually hidden to the public, and only revealed to close friends and family.
[5] 'Calm' as in 'peaceful, tranquil'.
(1) Written riyuu (reason, motive), sung wake (reason, meaning)
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Right, there was this time I had so and so many Sadie songs that I wanted to translate. Will see what else I'll find.
Comments are love ♪
If you're interested in more, my song translation archive is here~.
The kanji are from kusanoo, so there might be small errors in the choice of kanji.
Romaji and translation done by me. Repeated lines that aren't written down in the lyrics are put into [*brackets].
As usual, don't repost etc etc without link to this post.
サイレント イヴ
居場所さえ見付けられず孤独に怯えてた
求めても掴めない理想は揺らめく
窓の外写る降り続く雨に
止まない涙色重なる現実
偶然ではなく必然の別れ？
求めても帰れない声は届かない
真実に背を向けて無理矢理の笑み
繋ぎ止める言葉にもう答えなどない
泣き叫び壊れてゆく届かない思い
重ねた涙の訳と自虐気付いてください
「曖昧な愛も哀もいらない」
皮肉に溺れては本音を隠した
大切にしてたものはたやすく
指の隙間からすり抜け消えてく
孤独に震えていた切望の夜
何もかも失ってただ淋しかった
死ねないと分かっている弱さに救われる
ただ生きる意味と理由誰か教えてください
心静かに雨音だけ響いた
約束の午前０時もう過ぎてた
孤独に震えていた切望の夜
繋ぎ止める言葉にもう答えなどない
[*泣き叫び壊れてゆく届かない思い
重ねた涙の訳と自虐気付いてください
死ねないと分かっている弱さに救われる
ただ生きる意味と理由誰か教えてください]
二度とはもう戻れない
さよなら愛した人
Silent Eve
ibasho sae mitsukerarezu kodoku ni obieteta
motometemo tsukamenai risou wa yurameku
mado no soto utsuru furitsuzuku ame ni
yamanai namida iro kasanaru genjitsu
guuzen dewanaku hitsuzen no wakare?
motomete mo kaerenai koe wa todokanai
shinjitsu ni se wo mukete muriyari no emi
tsunagitomeru kotoba ni mou kotae nado nai
nakisakebi kowareteyuku todokanai omoi
kasaneta namida no wake to jigyaku kitsuitekudasai
"aimai na ai mo ai mo iranai"
hiniku ni oborete wa honne wo kakushita
taisetsu ni shiteta mono wa tayasuku
yubi no sukima kara surimekekieteku
kodoku ni furueteita setsubou no yoru
nani mo kamo ushinatte tada sabishikatta
shinenai to wakatteiru yowasa ni sukuwareru
tada ikiru imi to riyuu (1) dareka oshiete kudasai
kokoroshizukani ameoto dake hibiita
yakusoku no gozen reiji mou sugiteta
kodoku ni furueteita setsubou no yoru
tsunagitomeru kotoba ni mou kotae nado nai
[*nakisakebi kowareteyuku todokanai omoi
kasaneta namida no wake to jigyaku kitsuite kudasai
shinenai to wakatteiru yowasa ni sukuwareru
tada ikiru imi to riyuu (see 1) dareka oshiete kudasai]
nidoto wa mou modorenai
sayonara aishita hito
Silent Eve
Without being able to detect even your whereabouts, I was frightened by solitude
The dream that I cannot seize even though I want to, wavers
Projected outside the window, In the rain that is continuing to fall,
is the piling up reality of unceasing tear-colours
Is this an expected and needed farewell?
The voice that can't turn back even though I want it to, doesn't get through.
Turning my back on the truth, a smile against my will
There are no responses to the tying words anymore [1]
The screamed feelings, going to be broken, don't get through, [2]
Please become aware of the reason for the heaped up tears and the masochism [3]
"I don't need either vague love nor grief"
Drowned in sarcasm, the real intention was hidden [4]
What was been made important will simply
Disappear, slipping through the gaps between my fingers
The night of desperate desire, when I shivered in solitude
With about everything lost, I felt only lonely.
I'm saved by the weakness of realizing that I can't die
But please anyone tell me the meaning and reasons for living
Calmly echoing is only the sound of the rain [5]
The 12am we appointed at has already passed
The night of desperate desire, when I shivered in solitude
There are no responses to the tying words anymore
[*The screamed feelings, going to be broken, don't get through,
Please become aware of the reason for the heaped up tears and the masochism
I'm saved by the weakness of realizing that I can't die
But please anyone tell me the meaning and reasons for living]
A second time can't ever turn back anymore
Farewell, you whom I loved.
notes
[1] Tie to keep in place.
[2] Implies screaming with tears.
[3] Implies the kind of masochism where you hurt yourself, not the one inflicted by others upon you.
[4] It is sarcasm, because both 'love' and 'grief' sound the same in the quoted line. "I don't need either ai nor ai". You should also note that honne is a term used widely when it's about Japanese society and psychology. The honne depicts a person's real feelings and intentions, that are usually hidden to the public, and only revealed to close friends and family.
[5] 'Calm' as in 'peaceful, tranquil'.
(1) Written riyuu (reason, motive), sung wake (reason, meaning)
━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─━─
Right, there was this time I had so and so many Sadie songs that I wanted to translate. Will see what else I'll find.
Comments are love ♪
If you're interested in more, my song translation archive is here~.