I haven't yet had this check out by any of my darlings yet, but as it does not not make sense to me, meaning, I seem to be more or less sure I'm at least somewhat right, I decided to post it after all.
If you happen to see this though,
tonbo-no-arashi-love, and see some 見難い details or anything, do kick and shout please. ♥
I got the kanji lyrics from the booklet (The Bottom of Chaos). Romaji and translation are done by me, as usual.
Here goes ~
神話
こんなにもそばにいるのに貴方に辿りつけない
季節は巡り花を咲かせる
この想いは何処に向かえばいいの?
遥か昔の麗しき楽園の果て
無力な現実 儚き真実
誘われてゆく 閉ざされた心の壁
罪にまみれた 彷徨う人々
感情は消えてゆく虚ろな日々に
せめてそばにいて欲しくて
貴方だけは解ってくれるだろうか
心が壊れそう
だから何度もこの腕で抱き寄せたいのに
どうしてどうして離れてしまうの
禁断の果実 口にしていなければ
違った未来は確かに此処にあったのか?
どれだけ我慢すればいいのか?どれだけ苦しめばいいのか?
どれだけ孤独に沈めばいいのか?どれだけ涙すればいい?
果てない大空穢れを知らず
優しく優しく降り注いでいる
瞳を閉じれば幼き日の輝かしい色彩が揺れている
こんなにもそばにいるのに貴方に辿りつけない
季節は巡り花を咲かせる
この想いは何処に向かえばいいの?
途切れた心は答えを探し
いつしか涙が溢れてくる
何度も何度も抱きしめたいのに
どうしてどうして離れてしまうの?
Shinwa
konna ni mo soba ni iru no ni anata ni tadori tsukenai
kisetsu wa meguri hana wo sakaseru
kono omoi wa doko ni mukaeba ii no?
haruka mukashi no uruwashiki rakuen no hate
muryoku na genjitsu hakanaki shinjitsu
sasowareteyuku tozasareta kokoro no kabe
tsumi ni mamireta samayou hitobito
kanjou wa kieteyuku utsuro na hibi ni
semete soba ni ite hoshikute
anata dake wa wakatte kureru darou ka
kokoro ga kowaresou
dakara nandomo kono ude de dakiyosetai no ni
doushite doushite hanareteshimau no
kindan no kajitsu kuchi ni shite inakereba
chigatta mirai wa tashikani koko ni atta no ka?
doredake gaman sureba ii no ka? doredake kurushimeba ii no ka?
doredake kodoku ni shizumeba ii no ka? doredake namida sureba ii?
hatenai oozora kegare wo shirazu
yasashiku yasashiku furisosoideiru
hitomi wo tojireba osanaki hi no kagayakashii shikisai ga yureteiru
konna ni mo soba ni iru no ni anata ni tadori tsukenai
kisetsu wa meguri hana wo sakaseru
kono omoi wa doko ni mukaeba ii no?
togireta kokoro wa kotae wo sagashi
itsushika namida ga afuretekuru
nandomo nandomo dakishimetai no ni
doushite doushite hanarete shimau no?
Myth [1]
Even though you are next to me like this, I cannot manage to reach you [2]
The seasons are circulating make the flowers bloom
Where should these sentiments go towards to?
The end of a beautiful paradise from long ago
A powerless reality an ephemeral truth
Going to tempt the walls of a locked up heart
Smeared by sins, people loiter about
Sentiments are going to fade away in the hollow everyday
At least, I want you to be by my side
I guess you're the only one who will understand [3]
My heart seems to break
So why, even though I want to embrace you with these arms many a time
Why do we end up being separated?
The forbidden fruit, if I hadn't tasted it
Would a different future certainly have existed here?
How much patience shall I muster? How much shall I suffer?
For how long shall I sink into solitude? For how long shall there be tears?
Without conveying the impurity of the unending firmament [4/5]
Gently, gently, it is pouring down
When I close my eyes, the brilliant colours of the immature days are swaying
Even though you are next to me like this, I cannot manage to reach you [see 2]
The seasons are circulating make the flowers bloom
Where should these sentiments go towards to?
My interrupted heart is looking for an answer
Before one knows, tears are going to overflow
Even though I want to hold you tight so many times over
Why, why do we happen to be separated
Notes
[1] The kanji for 'myth' originally mean 'tale of Gods'
[2] that barely reaching implies a sort of barely reaching after a heavy struggle, or much effort put into the process of getting there.
[3] Implying that the 'you' will do him a favor in understanding, as in 'endowing him the understanding'
[4]Convey in the sense of 'inform about'
[5] It could be any pronoun instead of the 'it'. What or who is conveying isn't clear. The way that there is no particle between the two nouns had made it slightly unclear to me how do deal with them - whether it is a sort of unending firmament-impurity, or two nouns (the firmament and the impurity). That way it could have been something like The unending firmament conveys the impurity [...]
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What a song. What an... entity.
*posts and aims for the next ReS lyric*