My heart is at peace with things I never thought possible...

Your eyes search my face filled with expectation. Your only expectation is vulnerability, but my heart is filled with fear because vulnerability has a cost too high. My heart may already be empty. But your deep blue promises me hope because you see this as something so much bigger than the moment at hand. You are more than willing to take the mess ( Read more... )

today i traveled the la freeway to get to a beautiful museum. and i stood atop a hill and felt alive. alive because we have snapshots of these cultures from long ago. alive because humans are so visually stimulated. alive because it felt like we were just floating there above a city that holds the destiny of millions of people. alive because one ( Read more... )

Would not be a democrat. Or a republican for that matter.
and no. He would not have a blog.

That is all. goodnight.

The Archers Bows Have Broken- Brand New

That is how they see it. And that is how it is. And I am sick of it.

Anyone else ready to change the world?

Oh the irony of my life.
It hurts, but I feel free.

More often than not I am misunderstood.

I think something just might be wrong with me...leaving is never real. I still feel like I never left summer project and that was nearly a month ago. That damn city is ALWAYS real though. There is something about Simi Valley that is always overwhelming. Maybe its proof that I really dont belong there anymore? But I can not let go of the night that ( Read more... )

I just bought 2 wonderful books for under 10 dollars...hardcover. :) Best thing that happened all day.

My eyes fall to see a tattered pair of jeans and an ignored text message. A $1 necklace and an old cd. The cord to a broken ipod and a sore heart. This idea of settling plagues my mind. Am I such a creature that is unable to love? I wonder if I could ever return a boys feelings. I wonder if it is possible to release the past. I am shamed that I ( Read more... )