This isn't my real job. This isn't my career. My career is waiting for me to get off my fat ass, stop being a pussy, and grab it ( Read more... )

 Ugh my head hurts. I don't have much to say at the moment. just that i try to shut myself down a bit with the dissatisfaction. Its funny, if i work harder towards something else it'll get better, but i kind of shut down anyway. to let the days go by a little easier. i need to focus but its really so hard. its easier to kind of shut down inside and ( Read more... )

OMFG i went and i got my ears pierced again.

OMG.

2 on each side now.

shh. this is actually symbolic and important for me. Let me have this moment :O 

Well, death of the uncle was a shock. Took a bit off of work because I felt it was the right thing to do....I only met him twice in my life so it's not like I'll miss him. It's just that he was a big part for some close people to me in the family so it sucked to see them upset. Plus i saw his wife and his kids grieve and that always sucks to watch ( Read more... )

Don't think we're not serious
When's it ever not
The love we make is give and it's take
I'm game to play along

All I can say
I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time

The things we think might be the same
But I won't fight for more
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on that for sure

All I can say
I shouldn't ( Read more... )

Strong hands ( Read more... )

“In a perfect, perfect world you could fuck people without giving them a piece of your heart. But every glittering kiss and every touch of flesh is another shard of heart you'll never see again ( Read more... )

Letter from Environmental Physiology prof ( Read more... )

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1.) met already, investigate sites given for career
3.) meet with art counselors to discuss Art minor
4.) do swamp painting
5.) do own art, for fun
9.) hang up pictures
11.) make a list of bento ingredients. :O