My head feels like it's gonna split the fuck open and leak on everyone.  Why not?  So many of my orifices are doing the same.  Plus, I am a machine that leaks ( Read more... )

Well, fuck.

I got a job.  But it kinda won't support me right now.   Might need a second one.

Dunno what I'm doing for school right now.  It's confusing.  

Being alone in the daytime is way more daunting than it should be.  I've watched three movies today, for lack of anything better to do and to combat the unusual-ness of being by myself after being with someone almost constantly for months and months and months (just about a year, sort of, kind of), and to keep my mind off the things it usually ( Read more... )

i eat scabs ( Read more... )

We carved pumpkins in the kitchen the other day.  Thomas' big one is the best...  it's adorable when the lights are on, but pretty creepy when it's glowing.  Mine is cute  and tiny... he's a scared pumpkin because his head is coming off ( Read more... )

I feel abandoned.

And I'm too young to feel so jaded.

Babyland and Floating Corpses were approximately a million awesome.  A million at least.

I cut and dyed my hair today, I'm trying to make people hire me, so it's probably the softest, most normal I've ever looked...


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I wish I could dress up in corsets and stalkings every day, then I'd always feel cute.  Or like a dead girl, that'd be nice ( Read more... )

i am a booger

Sad sad sad.  Lonely lonely lonely.  Inadequate inadequate inadequate.

I wish I had a tiny little pig.   Pig pig pig pig pig! 

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