I hardly ever write here anymore but I am doing great! I cant be happier. Life is rockin right now and I love it! I have a great place in Natomas, anjob and ppl who kick ass there and the love of the best man on the entire planet.He's sexy, smart, funny, giving, loving,fair and all mine!!! He loves me for who I am not what he can make me. Thank you ( Read more... )

Nostalgia is a a real pain. I went through some of my boxes this week trying to purge some of my stuff that has stockpiled over the years, and it was an interesting walk down memory lane. I found pics of people I had been friends with and now I am not, and pics of people that I have always been friends with. Some memories made me laugh, some made ( Read more... )

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so things are going great, I am enjoying work and am losing even more weight because of the job. Hey I get paid to play with power tools all day and hit shit with a hammer. I have fun. Anyways, all is good in my lil bubble. Andrew. Trish Dale,Ray and I all went to the Jazz Jubilee on sunday and had a blast. I am looking forward to a San Fran trip ( Read more... )

Life is GREAT!!!! I am the happiest I have been in years. I am happy, secure, and happy with me. It's like I finally figured out what the last few years of struggle have been for. Everything happens for a reason huh? Anyways i am at a personal best and couldnt be happier!

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Well going by the previous post clear back in October, I have found where my limitations on life took me. They took me to ending a nearly 6 year long relationship, moving out of my apartment, losing 10 pounds, and making newdiscoveries about me and finding some lost ones. This journey cause lets face it that's what it feels like to me started ( Read more... )

Ever had a moment where you just wanna jump on top of a mountain and just scream? or just shake the shit out of someone when you get the urge? Or spend an entire day telling people the complete truth even if it hurt? I have recently gotten to that point. I think I have just hit a personal limit on life. I guess I am just tired of telling people ( Read more... )

So here it is the month that holds my favorite holiday. Yay! I have not made plans yet but I will have fun on Halloween. I haven't made any decisions yet on what I want my costume to be. Any suggestions? Oh well thats whats up with me right now. I know I am completely boring and lame :)

I don't know why, but recently I started thinking about 3 women I used to call friends. Call it an emotional brain fart or whatever but for some damn reason I got thinking about all three and why we no longer talk and all the pain and anger I felt about that. I loved all three and for some damn painful reason I still care. Why else would I still ( Read more... )