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sooo..

i have a job.. currently full time but going to part time because...
i have an anxiety disorder

but the best news?
i have a little baby sister, Madison Grace Meads, born 7:37 pm on the 27th of May 2008. :)

Photos when I get some.

It's official.
And I'm ecstatic!

February

11th - Explosions In The Sky with Eluvium / Kings Arms Tavern
14th - Interpol with Liars? / Auckland Town Hall
21st - Incubus / Logan Campbell Theatre

March

29th - Coheed And Cambria / TBA

April

8th - Matchbox 20 / Vector Arena

I'm going to have a lot of fun.

People are fucking me off. People are fucking assuming that it's Tai that likes me, and that I'm playing around with him.. How about the total fucking opposite wankers. Ughhh. And he doesn't care. He got home from work last night, he'd had a really shit day and wanted to be alone, thats fine. But he honestly looked at me like he hated me, he had ( Read more... )

I guess it's simpler now.
Just not in the way I wanted it to be.
I am officially not good enough for anyone.

I need to stop investing in people.. I keep getting hurt.
I'm over it. I'm sick of this.

so exhausted
i dont have the energy to care
and i need something stable.. everything is up in the air.

Fuck you, Murphy.

Sez was rather drunk, and thought it pertinent to let me know that I have the best guy there, and that I make him happier than shes ever seen him, and that he's a great guy and I'm good for him, etc.. but at the same time, he does stuff like this..: (big story ( Read more... )

well that was an interesting night ( Read more... )