how can you know what things are worth if your hands wont move to do a days work?
Sez was rather drunk, and thought it pertinent to let me know that I have the best guy there, and that I make him happier than shes ever seen him, and that he's a great guy and I'm good for him, etc.. but at the same time, he does stuff like this..: (big story)
I was hungry so I went over to my house (Tai's is across the road from my house), and I put some chicken nibbles in the oven, and I thought I'd just set an alarm to come back and check them.. 2 1/2 hours later I'm making a mad dash to my house because I totally forgot about them.. They were smouldering. Any of you that know how my dad died can probably figure out that I was crazy shaken after this.. for those who don't, house fire that started on an oven. So I sort it out, and go back to Tai's.. they are all drinking and most of them are high as well. Kev is the first to realise somethings wrong. Sez does. Sophie doesnt, but she doesnt know what I'm usually like. Shaun even notices.. And hes a random old guy who I barely know. But Tai's entirely oblivious, and from the time I got back til this morning, he hadn't said a word to me.. And he doesn't have a clue. I don't know, I guess it juust hurts because I was that shaken? I needed a hug, and he didnt click.. it wasn't hard, I wasn't speaking, and I never shut up.. I was crying for about 20 mins too, and chainsmoking.
i'm probably overreacting.
I was hungry so I went over to my house (Tai's is across the road from my house), and I put some chicken nibbles in the oven, and I thought I'd just set an alarm to come back and check them.. 2 1/2 hours later I'm making a mad dash to my house because I totally forgot about them.. They were smouldering. Any of you that know how my dad died can probably figure out that I was crazy shaken after this.. for those who don't, house fire that started on an oven. So I sort it out, and go back to Tai's.. they are all drinking and most of them are high as well. Kev is the first to realise somethings wrong. Sez does. Sophie doesnt, but she doesnt know what I'm usually like. Shaun even notices.. And hes a random old guy who I barely know. But Tai's entirely oblivious, and from the time I got back til this morning, he hadn't said a word to me.. And he doesn't have a clue. I don't know, I guess it juust hurts because I was that shaken? I needed a hug, and he didnt click.. it wasn't hard, I wasn't speaking, and I never shut up.. I was crying for about 20 mins too, and chainsmoking.
i'm probably overreacting.