I wanted to leave. I wanted to run so far away from the both of them that I lost myself in the city again. Go back to the alleys and hotel rooms or leave completely. I'd caused nothing but pain to the both Faith and Connor plus everyone else. Soul or no soul that's all a demon was worth. Pain, destruction, death. Now I'd been the reason Faith ( Read more... )

I was still rippin' pissed when I left the crappy motel room that Angel'd been stayin' in. Went out got him some fresh clothes, blood from the butcher's and what do I get? A vamp with a soul with nothin' to keep goin' for. Really, that made me feel wicked good that I wasn't enough. That I'd come back to this and to him and it was all for fucking ( Read more... )

By the time I stepped off the letters in the Hollywood hills I was lost. Maybe I'd always been kinda lost but this time it felt way different. Spent my entire life bein' alone but this time I'd come back to a completely different world full of strangers. You spend a decade or so in a swirl of nothing but one other person you kinda get used to havin ( Read more... )

Some things you can't fix, can't go back and change. Is there anyone who really leads a regretless life? Most people would just be fooling themselves to think such a thing. Regrets. Too many regrets. The only thing I could think back on without regret were memories. Memories of my friends, family. Though just moments after I thought of the ( Read more... )