work has still been slow, still don't have a shop, but shorty and i have been brainstorming... shawn drunk texted me yesterday morning and wants to be friends again... like i said, i have no hard feelings against her and she can hit me up when she wants... she decided to do it drunkenly at 4 AM and i'm completely alright with that ( Read more... )

had a loooong day at work yesterday... my whole body is sore! lol... ran into jesse james when I got off, so we went to venice and took advantage of happy hour at cabo... got the day off today, so I'm just gonna take care of shit I need to do...

I keep having dreams about bee... and its weird, cuz they're really nice dreams... :-\

so, I've come to realize I'm a pretty unhappy and lonely person... its not just from one incident, but from many things built up... losing my job, nina breaking up with me, working at the shop and isolating myself (voluntarily and wholeheartedly), and my drinking has made me and even angrier and hateful person... I've lost a bunch of friends in the ( Read more... )

haven't been on in a while... anyone still around???

long time no post... i rememnber last week on monday i dropped a box of stack weights on my foot ( Read more... )

so... me and vanessa are together again!!!!!!!!!!! i'm soooo unbelievably happy ( Read more... )

i've had this feeling building up inside me for the last week and i never wanted to admit it to myself, but today is the breaking point... she keeps coming up in conversations and she's been all i think about lately... i miss vanessa so fucking much... i always want to see her, i always want to hold her, i always want to kiss her, i always want to ( Read more... )

friday i went home and freshened up and went to jen's... met up with brian and his little brother at tito's and got myself some tito's... went with brian's legal ass to the liquor store and got my boooooooooze... went tyo jen's... introduced him all around... we all chilled and drank and shmiggity shmoked... jen got stoned for the first time in 6 ( Read more... )

so friday i got my THIRD psp finally... yee-yuh!!! now i can rock out!!! i went home and cleaned up and then went to jen's...it was funny, cuz i got there so late, it was the first time i had seen everyone else all drunk and i was completelysober...hahaha... but not for long!!! we went on a booze run and i also ordered a sack... shit came through ( Read more... )

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