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Owen
I have been around a lot of babies and I don't remember them making strange noises while they sleep. I love listening to his little squeaks and other weird noises. -
catching up
Labor didn't happen how I had planned at all, I cried with every decision I made that wasn't what I had originally wanted. But I did what I thought would be good for
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Christmas
For me christmas was always about family. To gather with them, remember past good times and to create more memories. I don't have my family here with me to do that. I have tried calling some of them and talk but it isn't the same. How do you create memories on your own? As much as I didn't want them here and even though my mother is irritating ( Read more... ) -
The big day
I am nine days away from my due date and I am more than ready. Except I don't have a properly installed car seat and it is causing me some anxiety because we don't get to take Owen home unless we have one.
Here is a list of things that I can't wait for after I give birth:
Holding Owen
Seeing chiaslut hold him
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My birthday
Yesterday was my birthday and with everything going on lately and how depressed I've been I wanted to skip it. Bob convinced me not to skip it. Angela, Bob and I went to go out pick out xmas trees and then went back to the house to decorate (both houses). I was somewhat apprehensive and worried how uncomfortable it was going to be. I was wrong ( Read more... ) -
appreciative
I don't often tell people how much I appreciate everything they do for me. I have been journalling but keeping it private and I feel that I need to make this public ( Read more... ) -
Bob
Bob tried killing me this week. We just get life insurance and he tries to get rid of me the next week. He tried killing me by giving me this nasty flu. It was horrible. -
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I have been reading alot about weight loss. My intial thought was to take the weight off as quick as possible. But after reading many of the articles it says you really shouldn't lose more than 2 lbs a week, if you lose more than that you start losing muscle. Didn't know that. So I have been eating less and eat some fruit when I get hungry ( Read more... ) -
weight
I am the heaviest I have ever been and I have been depressed about it. Last year was a hard year with a lot of stress. When I am stressed I eat a lot, when I am depressed, I eat a lot. I need to lose some weight to make me feel good again. I have started eating less. I still have snacks and eat what I want but I am just eating less. Exercise ( Read more... )