Since last week, I've asked myself multiple times if what I did was the RIGHT thing to do. In many ways, I don't feel like it was, but then I tell myself, the way she handled wasn't the right way either, so I feel like I'm ok to be at fault. All the lies I listened to for that weekend, and possibly longer, told me everything I needed to know. Care ( Read more... )

Interesting week coming up...

My father has his surgery on Monday. He's having it at Mt. Nittany up here to get his first knee replaced, which should mean, after it's all done, he can come to more of the football games next year and just be able to walk easier.. I hope to see him either Monday or Tuesday before he goes home to see how he's doing. My ( Read more... )

Some thoughts have run through my head the past couple of days. Some serious thinking was done ( Read more... )

Well, it's been made facebook official now...

I don't know if she reads this still, but I want to take a wild guess she still does to see what's going on in my life. For my own sake, I need to make it private from her after today because I can't let her see what's going on in my life. I need to block her out of my life, like what was starting to ( Read more... )

The chances of us getting back together are pretty much zilch now, from what I gathered from my email back yesterday. I've realized that today. The plan is still to continue working on myself for atleast 2 weeks, then to start searching for someone else. I've cut off contact for the moment, and won't return contact til I'm in or about to start a ( Read more... )

Today was a day I dreaded since Friday, January 16th. I avoided it for as long as I can, but my heart couldn't take it anymore. There's a huge hole in my heart from this break-up, and it's time to start filling it ( Read more... )

Today has started well ( Read more... )

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

So, yesterday my parents came up to watch the Penn State vs. Iowa game. They came up ultra early, and upon finishing work, took me, Dan, and Michele out to Texas Roadhouse with them. We had a nice lunch together, and I got a steak, which I ordered "medium well" like usual. I think the lady heard medium rare, because that was DEFINITELY a bloody ( Read more... )

I don't know what's wrong with me ( Read more... )