it rips me apart. i fought so hard for so long for a person that i believed in. he isnt that person now and i wonder if he ever was. i argued with everyone when they told me to stay away, i fought for his dignity and i was wrong. i know he cared about me but the things i hear are things i never imagined he was even capable of doing. after knowing ( Read more... )

i bought a lap top.

how do you like them apples.

i LOVE nessa and charlotte.

we make love/.

i find it completely bazaar that you can wait forever for him and when you are finally about to give up the least expected happens. its completely true that you cant live with them and you cant be without them. only because they wont let that happen. boys of course. yeah and the end.

there are plenty of things that i would love to say about life unfortunately i cannot write them on here since many of them are about people who would read.

life is good. school makes me feel enriched even if i may never be any smarter.

and a friend is coming to visit which makes things that much less boring.

and thats about that.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING.

May you all have fun while i am being tortured at my step-grandparents.

so does anyone want a really beautiful little guinea pig. i dont have enough time to spend with my precious and i think it makes her sad, which makes me sad. so if anyone wants my little pig or knows of a good loving home for her where she can eat lettuce every day let me know.

fuck you bush

im moving to canada

now what

oh seattle, seattle, seattle

you will be mine this weekend

random boy at school: walks up to me and says "flip flops? in this weather?"
me: laughter followed by "yes?"
boy walks away
boy procedes to turn around and walk back
random boy: "are you from california"
me: with confused look on my face " uhhmm no?"
boys turns and walks away again

since when do you have to be from california to wear flip flops?