It's been forever since I've been on here..

So I really don't know where to start on these thoughts I'm having right now. It's more than in recent times I've had an experience that only reinforces that most people don't share the same perception of life that I do ( Read more... )

So yea.. My truck along with all of my drums in the back of it were stolen today between the time of 5pm-6:30pm from Walgreens parking lot ( Read more... )

Today is was pretty nice outside. It's just really odd having really great weather to play my drums outside during Febuary. It was nice though. I feel like when I get on my drums, sometimes I spaz out because when I play on Thursdays I really don't get it all out of my system. The honest thing is that I haven't been able to fully play the way that ( Read more... )

I love how the looking up at the stars helps me feel like everything that I could possibly know is probably insignificant. It's a mental escape that doesn't require a drug, but only a rational thought pattern. Actually it could probably be argued that when someone thinks of certain things, a distinct chemical is released in the brain that produces ( Read more... )

Well, School is right around the corner and it all happened too fast. I worked too much, my eye hurt, bars suck, I been playin' my drums a lot, I lost my debit card on New Year's eve-had it canceled today, X-mas is gone fucking hooray ( Read more... )

Today I went to my eye dr, he gave me another drop that is supposed to help with the pain. He also said that the surgery I had 3 weeks ago takes about 2 monthes to heal. I have to call him back in a week to let him know how the eye drops are working ( Read more... )

I called my dr's office today and scheduled an appointment for Wednesday at 10:30am. I also still have 6 more pages to write on the death penalty due on Thursday ( Read more... )

I think last night I had some type of mental break down. I feel exhausted from everything that I've been living with lately. Exhausted because I have problems sleeping. Exhausted because of all the pain I've been through. Exhausted because my mind just can't bear the load that is being put on it. Exhausted with lonesome. Exhausted with being ( Read more... )

So, I just made a tall, stiff, drink. The reasoning for this is because my eye is hurting much like the last time I had to drink myself to sleep. Tonight it looks like I'm going to be crawling inside a bottle so I can escape the physical pain that is my left eye, so much for starting my paper tonight ( Read more... )