So a lot of you have probably seen the movie "But I'm a Cheerleader." Funny movie, good movie, but very sadly, a truthful movie. When I first saw it, I laughed at the idea of such a camp as that depicted in the movie...a 50's style mind-set, unbelivable brainwashing, and just the whole idea of a camp made to turn gay people straight. However, ( Read more... )

AH! So I haven't updated in a WHILE b/c there really hasn't been too much to update about...ho-hum and so-so days are not what everyone wants to hear about right? Well, Bill's still at Sanmina, I'm still working with his mom until mid June or so, and money's flowing pretty damn good now hehe...we're looking into some apartments tomorrow and will ( Read more... )

So as most (if not all) of you know, the Day of Silence has passed, and though it had great symbolic effects for the people involved (and maybe some who weren't), but didn't really advance the movement it stood for at all. I'm asking for your opinion on a thought that's been brought up by many people on and off-line ( Read more... )

In recent news, BIll's getting a job with kelly again, which means, probably sanmina soon...5 8s, so hopefully it wont be such a hecktic sleeping schedule. he starts sunday already! we'll finally have some cash again, which feels very nice and very secure...now it's just time for me to get on my parents' asses about my birth certificate ( Read more... )

so the past few days have sucked. i started feeling sick, oh, about thursday or so, then it got worse and worse until yesterday, now i'm starting to feel better and able to eat and go outside and whatnot lol...btw, nyquil and dayquil are GREAT! they make me feel loopy though hehe ( Read more... )

Jealousy and/or envy is a shitty feeling. i mean, i say i don't get it, like, ever, but i guess i do, and i understand that it sucks, because i feel it now, and mine's even over something small, while there are much bigger things to have it over. and to who it matters to, i'm sorry i didn't realize how it felt before...i love you, bill ( Read more... )

SO yesterday was an AWESOME day =) Me and Bill woke up around 1, I put in an application at Thompson's, and we went on our firt geocaching adventure. We started out in Endicott at the Vetran's Memorial, bu couldn't find the cache, so we left and cut over to Vestal to the nature trail, after a bit of looking for parking cooridinants. We walked a ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like the world is spinning too fast and I can't keep up. Maybe it's just me, maybe it's just being young, but I feel that way a lot lately. I know I probably shouldn't be so stressed, because my probalems and stresses and miniscule compared to a lot of other people's and I don't want to seem like a drama queen, but I don't know, it ( Read more... )

So today i woke up at...well, I didn't wake up, I stayed up all night playing socom...I joined a really cool clan with a big fat guy. Then Bill and I went to Walmart and got some things at around 4AM, then came home and played more socom. Then we went out for a smoke and came back in, he went to sleep and I read the paper. Then I got online, talked ( Read more... )

Stolen from my honey ( Read more... )