Further contemplation

[omegajaden]

I never really mean to offend anyone, I guess it sorta just happens? Life is a jumble, and I really would like to figure everything out. I have no idea what's going on, what's not, why, and with whom! I look around, at probably the most stressful time of the semester, and I see so much anger, frustration, disappointment, and confusion. What causes

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Very nice

[omegajaden]

Fuck you too you piece of shit.
Why thank you, didn't know you cared!
None of us started this, no matter how much you try to convince yourself otherwise.Au contraire, I repeatedly attempted to talk to multiple people after Podunk and I argued over something that involved no one else but me and him. EVERYONE flocked to his side and ostracized me in activities and decisions from this point on. Even those who had claimed to be unbiased and "distancing themselves from both parties" in an attempt to let things blow over were at his house, from what I have heard. No one went out of their way to talk to me. The jury was out as soon as you heard his side of the story, and there was no chance I could be seen as in the positive on this argument. HOW COULD I BE WHEN EVERYONE AUTOMATICALLY TOOK HIS STORY WITH HIS BIASED INPUT AND SPIN!? I needed to talk to somebody, and there was ONE person, Katy. Katy was the only one of all of you to actually let me vent and talk through what was going on. She was there for play-by-play as you assholes took

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[omegajaden]

We were all still willing to be friends, but your self-righteous, cocky, god-like attitude was too much for us to stand.
Do you think you could have proved that then? Could you pass a lie detector test while saying that?
I can't understand why Katy even wastes her time dealing with you, but that's her business.You know, I ask her that question everyday myself. I can't seem to convince her that I'm evil, cold-hearted, cruel, and not worthy of the kindness SHE has shown me. Hell, Scott began trying to convince her of that from pretty much Fall semester of last year. I couldn't tell you why she's still hanging around me, and you sure as hell can't either. I am not "her pet," nor is she mine. We are friends, we find each other's company pleasant. We find each other's company trying at times, but from these differences we grow. We definitely see bits of ourselves in each other, and strengths in the other person we admire and wish to emulate. Most of all, she has done absolutely nothing to make me question my trust in her or her discretion

[omegajaden]

Then why waste your time here? I mean, I'm sure your posts are much more enlightening and valuable, and you could be devoting all of your unwelcome negative energies into them?