i think it'll be okay
nate and i discussed everything
i think it'll be okay

i hope so

we'll just have to see

is it bad for me to not be excited for his return thursday?

:[

So I drank last night
That's not even the word for it
I chugged half a bottle in less than 3 minutes
After chugging said bottle, I threw everything up
Everything
I couldn't handle it
I don't know what I was thinking
Actually, yes I do
I was pissed off at Nate
For leaving me all alone in Lewistown
For deserting me
Then having the time of his life in State ( Read more... )

Nate's leaving tomarrow morning ( Read more... )

got my lip pierced todayyyy
birthday present :D
wanna see?
of course you do!

my immediate reaction was
"oh! yeahhh!! that was..awesome!"

i love it<3
my mom rocks


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I had to babysit my cousin again all night
That makes 80 bucks in two days
Which is pretty decent cash flow, for me
She hasn't been crying as much today
So her and I, we're cool so far

Nate leaves for college on Sunday
I'm scared shitless
Absolutely terrified
I hope he can sleep the first night
I know I won't be able to
When he leaves
I will be left with this ( Read more... )

I just babysat my little cousin all night
All night
She woke up at 1:30AM
Went to bed around 2:30AM
Woke up again around 5AM
Fuckin' shit

40 bucks though
not too bad

god i smell
time for a shower

Randi,
You will never be a doormat again
Do you understand me?
You will not take shit from anyone
Never ever ever again
Especially not from Nate
He is suppose to be your boyfriend

Keep yourself together, okay?

good

Love,
Randi

I talk out loud like you're still around

But you're not around anymore
No matter how many times I dream of you
You'll never be here, with me, again

bummer

I love my boyfriend
I love him very much

But tonight, all he did was hurt
I know he had the best intentions
He always does
He's the best person I know
But
FUCKK

fuck off, stickam.com
go die in a fire
you're really stupid