Big mistakes, slight heartbreaks

[oldfolksong]

So I drank last night
That's not even the word for it
I chugged half a bottle in less than 3 minutes
After chugging said bottle, I threw everything up
Everything
I couldn't handle it
I don't know what I was thinking
Actually, yes I do
I was pissed off at Nate
For leaving me all alone in Lewistown
For deserting me
Then having the time of his life in State

Comments

[djcliche]

it can be really hard to get sober. i thought i was gonna just quit drinking but keep smoking weed, but it has come to my attention that i need to quit weed too, which is disapointing because i love it, but i am not in control of myself when i use drugs or alcohol, and until i am in better control of myself, i should not use drugs and alcohol. maybe i will when i'm with another person and feel safe and all that, but i tend to do the stuff alone or in situations like parties where i am trying to calm my nerves and for me, these never work out. especially if i feel guilty for drinking or drugs.then its just a mess.
good luck with everything. write me if you need someone to talk to about it if you want.