the tuesday night date for nip/tuck actually happened ( Read more... )

i'll push you away because i'm scared that i'm uncapable of loving you like i want to.

i can't write what i want in here.
too many anonymous eyes.

Today went from horrible, to alright ( Read more... )

i'll make this short:

fabulous new house 4 bedrooms, 2 baths, full kitchen, central air... LOVE IT.

awesome housemates, dance party til 3am last night, no internet yet (i'm at mama's right now)

WILLIAM, haha laughable late night entertainment. I love Nicki and Kristen <33333 My girls, forever ( Read more... )

Guys are so lame.
NO game, whatsoever.

You must talk so big to make up for smaller things, OUCH

Perfect. -11

On my way..

Funny night with JL, no details because someone is obviously so obsessed with me that they read this shit religiously, ps. you're whack ( Read more... )

throughout all the pain and struggle
i will always prevail
and still i rise
to greet the day
all knowing of it's capabilities

and still with my head up

my pride, my hope, my faith
give me an unbreakable strength

i will not be beaten, i will not be broken.

[makeyourself]

So today is the day my father's care is transfered to a rehabilitation facility in Braintree. Which, after his accident, I am happy he is going somewhere else. Everything is very strange these days, almost as though my life has stopped. Each day I do three things, go to work, go visit my father, and hang out with my friends, the only sanity, the ( Read more... )

i constantly feel like crying.

i am taking medical leave from work to take care of my father.

he needs to relearn everything... and i want to be there to teach him and be his support and i want him to know that there is always someone there for him.

for everything he's done for me.. i owe this to him.

my poor father, lying unconscious in a hospital. i wish i could be there with you right now just to make sure you don't slip away. i could never explain how much i love and appreciate you and please, please, recover quickly and safely and i will be there by your side through everything. i know you are strong and i know you will make it ( Read more... )