so we made out at a bar. almost two months later, we went to the opera. and we left with a hug. im not sure what to think. i didnt kiss justin the first time we hung out. but then that was a date, im not sure what tonight was. hmmm all i know is that i wanted to sober kiss him. lol. we shall see i guess......

you know when you meet a guy and you're like "yea hes cute, but nothing special." and then you havent seen them for awhile and one day they surprise you and their cuteness goes up like 10 points. but i know better. hes so into the scene, and i dont want any part in that. lets just see if he still agrees to go to the opera on monday.

i saw justin today. i thought he had seen me so i had to wave. but he never waved back. i really hurt him. i felt bad. he never gets the bus by my work anymore and i know im the reason. but hey there was nothing i could do. it just wasnt there.
ps friday= pool party

you're not meant to make out with your unicorn. thats why they are called a unicorn. so after many months of gawking, last night finally lead to not only talking to unicorn but kissing unicorn. weird weird night.

so we're practically together. we're exclusively dating but not going out. and thats kinda my choice too. its weird to find a boy that a) worships me, b) treats me amazingly and c) wants to be with me and me only. strange. im sleeping over there tonight and tomorrow. and hes taking me shopping tomorrow....for what i do not know ( Read more... )

i have this amazing guy, who so far has treated me like no other boy. hes hot as shit and hes totally into me. and i know hes one of those relationship types, and i thought thats what i wanted. but now im not sure what i want. i love that hes so nice to me, but for some reason that freaks me out at the same time. i really must be insane, that or a

a)he brought me flowers
b)he told me i looked pretty
c)stared at me and told me i was so pretty (again)
d)offered to carry the flowers and food i was carrying
e)paid for lunch, well almost all of it.
f)made reservations for lunch
g)asked me out again.
h)a light kiss

ahhh-mazing. and he has the longest eyelashes in the world. i die.

i have a date. and im really excited, so of course because im excited something terrible is gonna happen.

i know its a bad idea to like a co-worker but i cant help it. i should learn from my caleb debacle. well perhaps i have because there is no way anything can happen. friends. only friends ( Read more... )