chanel and brian lichtenberg made an appearance at my house this xmas.

in theory i should have been in bed a long time ago but i stayed up eating oatmeal butterscotch cookies and watching the end of forrest gump. i was gonna go to this bar that the cobra snake crew was gonna be at, but resting sounded like a much better idea. especially since will got me sick. and after a horrible friday night (way too much alcohol/ ( Read more... )

im glad i left red light because i my coworkers are now my friends, my amazing friends, and i knew if i stayed there i would end up hating most of them. we had the xmas party last night and lets just say i was drunk within 30 minutes. i brought my friend will, who i ended up making out with. i made caleb mad. threw apples (toy) at eric. talked ( Read more... )

last night was my birthday party. and even though we had a cake that roared, or at least the dinosaurs on top of it did, i am no longer a kid. its also strange to think that eric, the boy who ive liked for months, not only came to my party but got me on the list, got his roommate to play moving units (which i didnt know if people up here even knew ( Read more... )

i will be 21 in 7 days. in case anyone is interested. finally i can go out in this town.

jordan brought me candles yesterday. and we rekindled our old relationship in so many words ;) i missed him. i missed watching tv with him and holding his hand and sleeping next to him. and i know we said we were just gonna be friends, but its hard. but im not saying/doing anything. in fact im not gonna call him. he knows where i am ( Read more... )

and the only problem with losing weight is your favorite clothes dont fit the same.
and i have a love triangle. and im in the middle.....weird.
i hung out with eric last night. picked out his costume and made him dance. i know something will happen on my birthday. we need some sort of stimulant to make one of us more forceful. 29 days!!!!

i just spent $230 on jeans. but they're hot. i told my mom they were $140. im getting a bonus this week so thats my only justification. jeez im nuts.

yesterday... my love life is almost at the same place as a 4th grader. meaning that my relationship with eric consists of giving each other nuggies (what an awful word) and having a clothes pin war. but who am i to complain? who doesnt like flirtatiously wrestling with the boy you like. i told him i'd get him back on tuesday, come in to work ( Read more... )

aimee and i both decided we're back in high school, at least our dating life is ( Read more... )