It's our 6-month anniversary!

[ratherastory]

OMG YOU GUYS!

Can you believe that it's been six months already? 282 members, 347 people watching! And it's all thanks to YOU! You fabulous people, you!

You know what that means, right?

Comment-fic!

Hurting Sam is a necessary part of celebrating our six-month anniversary. So have at it!

Comments

OCD!Sam, post s5; Sam, Dean, Bobby, Cas, whoever you want; gen or Sam/Dean

[de_nugis]

Sam's always had OCD tendencies, but after having his body worn by Lucifer the tendencies flare into full blown OCD. They can't really get proper psychiatric help, too likely to get committed for all the wrong reasons, so they have to cope as best they can without.

Re: Filled; OCD!Sam, (Sam, Dean), "Not really here" part 1

[starbright73]

It's been ages since I wrote SPN fic but I miss writing! Here's alittle ficcy snippet :) Not very good or anything, it's at leasst something for your awesome prompt!

Not really hereDean watches Sam like a hawk. It's been a month since he the road with his brother. A month of wondering and worrying. Still a month he's treasured, every second of it. Sam is back, messed up like never before, but he's back. No longer in the deepest of hell, the ninth circle of perdition, at east not physically. Where is head is, Dean has to onde at times. He remembers coming back, remembers the painful memories assaulting him. That wordless panic that petrified him. Sam won't talk about it, Dean can barely imagine what it was like - because yes, he heard stories when he was in the pit. Stories he's been trying to forget ever since Sam took the dive

Re: Filled; OCD!Sam, (Sam, Dean), "Not really here" part 1

[hellespont]

Oh, that was so good! I'm so happy someone picked this prompt. I really like your word use, and the way you do worried, devoted Dean. Does the "Part 1" mean we can hope for more?

Re: Filled; OCD!Sam, (Sam, Dean), "Not really here" part 1

[starbright73]

Part 2

I miss the old Dean so friggen much! *sniffle* Thanks or reading!

nervous breakdown, post s5; Sam, Dean; gen

[de_nugis]

Does anyone think Sam isn't owed a nervous breakdown by now? I'm thinking he's out without Dean, doing something totally ordinary, food run or getting gas, and suddenly he's just NOT OK, and he or someone else has to call Dean and Dean has to come get him.

[mimblexwimble]

I think he was owed one about two and a half seasons ago! Seconded.

Re: nervous breakdown, post s5; Sam, Dean; gen

[running_hot]

man, if you wouldn't mind this being set in, say, season 1 or 2, I'd totally be on it. because I am a baaaaaad fan and haven't seen seasons 4 or 5 yet (although I pretty much know everything that happens XD) and let's face it, Sam's always been owed a nervous breakdown.

Re: nervous breakdown, post s5; Sam, Dean; gen

[de_nugis]

Go for it! We can always have more than one fill. Hey, we could have a Sam Breakdown Fest and give him a breakdown per season.

injured!Sam, careful sex; Sam/Dean

[de_nugis]

OK, one full-blown wincest prompt. Sam is injured in some way, comfort sex made awkward by having to negotiate around the bum knee or both arms in casts or whatever.

destroyed!Sam, rebuilding!Dean, post-cage, gen or slash

[de_nugis]

I'll stop now for the time being, I promise. I originally posted this as a Blindfold prompt, but it is totally unporny and works just as well Gen as slash:

Sam's back from the cage. It's not like he's been tortured on a rack, not like Dean. But Lucifer has been in his head the whole time, appearing as John, and Jess, and Dean, and Sam's mirror image, telling him that he's worthless and a failure and a monster and he does nothing but destroy the people who love him. Dean can't figure out at first why Sam can no longer believe that Dean loves him or wants him. Dean rebuilds him.

Any level of schmoop is acceptable and welcome.

Re: destroyed!Sam, rebuilding!Dean, post-cage, gen or slash 1/4

[winyumi]

Uh, it doesn't really fulfill the prompt exactly, so sorry about that. I kinda adored this prompt, so I hope someone else answers it with more rebuilding!Dean. I just couldn't get that part to work for me. This is what came out instead. :)

Sam read a scientific study once, about how the act of smiling could elevate your mood, even if you had no reason to be happy. So Dean says, "C'mon, bitch," and Sam smiles, hoping that if he does, he'll feel the old warmth the term of endearment used to bring. And when Dean jokes, "That's my brother, he's a little slow," to their witness, Sam smiles, even though all he can think about is the truth behind the joke. He was slow enough to let himself be tricked into letting the devil loose.

And when Dean says, "Can it wait, Sam? I gotta call Lisa back. Can you believe Ben just got himself booted from the new team?" Sam smiles, though it's hard as can be to make it look real, when all he feels is guilt that he has Dean here with him, and misery, that he can't bring himself to let Dean go

Re: destroyed!Sam, rebuilding!Dean, post-cage, gen or slash 2/4

[winyumi]

Sam must not really believe that though, because on the next hunt, he finds himself falling from a second story balcony, and he's praying as he goes that when he hits the ground, it shatters his skull

Re: destroyed!Sam, rebuilding!Dean, post-cage, gen or slash 3/4

[winyumi]

Dean lies down next to him. After a minute he shifts and says, "Yuck. It's frickin wet down here, Sam. You couldn't have warned me

[wrath_n_raiths]

Sam, Dean, gen, season 1 or 2. Dean's not there, Sam has a vision and (somehow) becomes too injured to move.

FILLED: Rockin' Robin 1/2

[faunaana]

The after-images blazed brightwhitehorrid through his head on shutter-stop speed as Sam blinked himself back to consciousness.  The visions were gaining in intensity, and the radiating shocks of pain were beating a cacophony of agony in time with his rapid pulse.

Sam concentrated on remembering the details of the vision: bloody walls, a broken body crumpled on the floor, an address - 644 Robins Lane.

Robins Lane, Robins Lane, Robins Lane, all the little birdies on Jaybird Street, love to hear the robin go tweet, tweet, tweet.

Dean would be there in moment with meds and ice to help dull the resulting migraine. He had to remember to tell him when he came.

rockin' robin, rock, rock

Rock, rock, a rock was digging him in the back, grating on his ribs. Breathe, breathe, breathe, that's what he needed to do. That's what Dean told him to do. When he gave him the meds and wrapped the ice around his head.  Dean always knew what to do.

the wise old owl, the big black crow, flappin' their wings singing go bird goGo, he had to go. No, wait,

Re: FILLED: Rockin' Robin 2/2

[faunaana]

He rolled to his right, this time, rolled into the pain, onto his stomach. Swallowing back the vomit creeping up his throat, Sam pushed and pulled with his left side toward the nearest tree.  The sun was barely glinting off the building up the gully by the time Sam got to the tree and managed to lean up against it.

The sun was glinting off the building. Dammit, Sam had been taking a short cut through an alley back to the motel. He'd been bringing back dinner, when the vision had struck.  He was so close to Dean, to home. If only he could get up.

all the little birdies on Jaybird Street, love to hear the robin go tweet, tweet, tweet.

"Sam?! Sam you answer me right the hell now, or so help me god! Sam!Sam mustered his strength, knew yelling back would ratchet up the pain, "Dean

Re: FILLED: Rockin' Robin 2/2

[de_nugis]

Wow, that was surreal and intense. I love how the post-vision disorientation and migraine bleeds into that feeling of dislocated reality that comes of having an accident.