some days all you need to focus on is chewing and swallowing. literally and figuratively, because neither the digestive tract in your body nor your brain are having an easy time taking anything in to process. but you do it anyways because you're 23 and a big girl and you're just too damn hard headed to fall apart or go hungry.

im gonna level with you here: its really hard for me to not say i love you when im hanging up the phone. i wait for you to say it. i know you're thinking about saying it. i asked you not to do it anymore. so instead you say goodnight and wait a couple seconds before you hang up. i can tell when you stumble over the word "baby" because its second ( Read more... )

new hearts in my eyes.

i bet in hell you always have a hangover and you're not allowed to brush your teeth. i bet you're always kind of sunburned and you have mosquito bites in between your fingers so they're always itchy and on that place on your back that you can't reach. i bet all the men are married and the ones who arent have genital herpes. i bet in hell you have ( Read more... )

hot/cold.

everything feels different now. it feels sort've like i've been living in someone else's skin and now its all been shed off and i'm in my own ( Read more... )

oh no. that smile. resist.

( still? )

http://white-girls.bandcamp.com/

my first recording ever. a shitty one take live scratch track. but probably what i'll be the most proud of in my life.

be a big girl. stop biting your nails. comb your hair and brush your teeth. say you're sorry and repent all your sins. put down the bottle and pick up the bible and stop swearing in the presence of ladies. stay away from boys and dont forget to count your blessings. kiss beneath the mistletoe and blush appropriately. dont smoke or spit and never ( Read more... )