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everything feels different now. it feels sort've like i've been living in someone else's skin and now its all been shed off and i'm in my own.
i put in my two weeks at work last monday so i can focus on getting my demo finished and polishing my musicianship.
this is either a terrible idea (idle hands are the devil's playthings) or its an amazing idea and the beginning of some really incredible opportunities.
i feel like i just don't really care about anything else anymore. theres this very particular kind of pride that i've never felt before and its here and its real and i fucking swim in it all day, writing ugly songs and feeling like all the parts of me are inside of them.
heres to a short lived period of deadbeatdom and feeling like a human again.
i put in my two weeks at work last monday so i can focus on getting my demo finished and polishing my musicianship.
this is either a terrible idea (idle hands are the devil's playthings) or its an amazing idea and the beginning of some really incredible opportunities.
i feel like i just don't really care about anything else anymore. theres this very particular kind of pride that i've never felt before and its here and its real and i fucking swim in it all day, writing ugly songs and feeling like all the parts of me are inside of them.
heres to a short lived period of deadbeatdom and feeling like a human again.