all is well, but im sleepless once again. school is going surprisingly well, and now i remember why i ditched out in the first place. the people in my nazi holocaust class are fucking morons. i dont blame them completely. its not ALL their fault. its merely the world they grew up in, and the lack of everyday knowledge is now a BIG disadvantage ( Read more... )

school starts on thursday, and im shaking with excitement! if i fuck it up this time, i prove to myself and the rest of the world that i really am a hopeless pile of shit. if i cant do it this time, i give up ( Read more... )

GAW! i love him!

free time is the devils play thing, i heard once or twice ( Read more... )

why do men like to yell at me?

sometimes its the people i love more than anything that piss me off the most

i dont know if this diet is working, but im GRUMPY, and i wanna kill.. kill kill kill!!!

when im away from anthony, i want to kill people. his calm brown eyes makes me sleepy, and i could really use that right now.

sleep sue la sue...

sleeeeeeep

what the hell is mifub?????

even though things are so much different than they once were... im still just as miserable. like today for example, the phone wakes me up so im suddenly engaged into a conversation i dont want to be in. than anthony wakes up and doesnt even so much as looks at me, so i automatically assume that i have done something to piss him off. all of a sudden ( Read more... )

look what i found on craigs list:

"...two red headed (female) waitresses needed for my husbands 50th birthday party...."haha, yeah.. right ( Read more... )

here is a proper update ( Read more... )