Thanks to Holly, who gave me a good list of songs I can listen to. Slower, sad songs some of them are. Bright eyes has to have the most lovely lyrics ever. Conor Oberst is a lyrical genius, and I completely understand the obsession over him. Good music makes me feel really little in a big world. Bright eyes made it possible for me to get through my ( Read more... )

It's so hard to write now. I pretty much know no one comes by my xanga to read, or my livejournal, so why bother ( Read more... )

I thiiiink, I've decided to reinforce my hatred with Taylor. The obsessive thoughts, the boiling anger. Everything. I decided that I spent two fucking years of my life, comparing myself to her. Why couldn't I be as _____ as her? Why wouldn't Matt be with me? Everything. Something you spend so long being concerned about doesn't just disappear. It's ( Read more... )

bad dreaaams. i hate 'em ( Read more... )

so basically in my dream last niught i was in a chase. it was awesome. i love chase dreams. it started out i was in my car and it wouldn't start so i was putting it in nuetral and it rolled over this bump, then i knocked it into drive and revved the engine, i went to some amusment park with jessica and we ended up on some roller coaster, but ( Read more... )

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