What is wrong with me?

I feel like an old maid. You might laugh, and I might laugh with you when we talk about it but really, I do.

Why do I feel that I'm being rude, when in fact I just want to steer away from possible (yes, i'm assuming) awkward moments?

I know that I have the right to say "no", and just be the busy girl that they know me to be. But ( Read more... )

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Hindi dahil hinahabol ka, gwapo ka na. Baka kasi

a) mabilis ka lang talaga tumakbo,

o di kaya
b) nahulog mo yung Barbie mo.

Hahaha. Lalalalalala.
It's something I can only think about on a moment like this.

Blistered dreams are inching their way up my sleeve again.

Nocturnal wheezing of the vintage eau de parfum silences the crevice under my bed.

Lids are heavy, lashes feel like I've set sail.

I thought to myself.

It took too long.

Time to surrender.

.

Oflifeanddreams,

I'm sorry if I haven't had the time to lay my -keys- on you the past months. It's just that my personal thoughts have been very dense that my lack of free time hindered me from sitting down and writing anything serious and personal. Believe me, I've had a lot to write about, it's quite sad that I couldn't remember all of them.

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Closeness,

the anticipation

is

killing

the dawning of the wisest owl.

We're almost there.

One thing,

less of another being,

dies to hold us

back.

There's more freedom in school than there is in real life.

***

(5:14 a.m.)

I am still awake.

I hear the screeching sounds of bats flying around.

Whipped up some heavenly corned beef - the kind that I wouldn't  mind having when I'm actually famished. Being mentally tired can suck the life out of me, and well, suck the remaining kilojoules out of my system. Dad said not sleeping for hours on end at night, or ( Read more... )

I was amused by Apl. De. Ap.'s Take Me to the Philippines a little less than a month ago. I stumbled upon another video on YouTube, "Mama Filipina". I was expecting something a bit less partial, something that would speak gladly of the homeland. So I tried to look up the lyrics. There were some nice thoughts alright, but I found some things, well, ( Read more... )