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What is wrong with me?
I feel like an old maid. You might laugh, and I might laugh with you when we talk about it but really, I do.
Why do I feel that I'm being rude, when in fact I just want to steer away from possible (yes, i'm assuming) awkward moments?
I know that I have the right to say "no", and just be the busy girl that they know me to be. But still, does that mean I'm shooing my graces away?
Or maybe because I do not feel that even a single one of them is interesting enough for me to get to know.
I may or may not be getting ahead of myself, but I do not want to be hypocritical.
I know that I am looking for something, or someone. No, wait. I am not looking for someone.
Yeah, that's it. I'm not.
What's really wrong with me?
Please tell me nothing's wrong with being disinterested in what I chose to put away for the time being.